Tumblr.

I gave in and made a Tumblr.
My link Tumblr

I haven't been creating lately D:
BUT I'm going to get some photos up this weekend, and I'm rather excited about these ones.
I also managed to get models for some shots I've had planned for ages. So, expect some new photos. :)

Hospital.

My mother is in hospital. She has a broken ankle. :(
She's going to be in hospital for a couple of weeks, she had the accident 2 weeks ago, and her condition is only getting worse. I want my mum to come home. My family and I are no longer going to America either.





I cry myself to sleep.
I may look happy, but I'm actually hurting.
I pretend everything is okay, when really I'm on a rollercoaster of emotions.
I crash.
I burn.
I bottle these things inside of me until I can no longer contain them.
I explode.
I need someone to help me put myself back together again.
But no-one is listening.
I need someone to talk to.
I need someone to hear my cries for help.



I sink back into sadness and insecurity.

Justin Bieber is amazing.

Today was not a good day. Tomorrow is the beginning of a new school term. Wahoo! :|
I have barely written my speech.... so gonna fail that one.
So instead of doing my speech I went and took photos. Cos I'm a photowhore.
I went and saw Never Say Never yesterday. BEST.MOVIE.EVER. It was in 3D, and there was a part where he flipped his hair. IN SLOW MOTION. I used to HATE Justin Bieber, but this movie transformed me into a 'belieber' I love him. He's so adorable, and his talent it amazing - to be able to do the things he does, is just incredible.

 I respect him so much.
I think I'm going to go see it again this Saturday. I'm super duper excited.

Update.

1. So, I haven't written for a while. My school holidays are almost over, and I don't feel like I have accomplished anything. I have exams this term - so not looking forward to those, I haven't studied at all these holidays. I said I was going to at the start and then I got sick and got so absorbed in photography that I haven't bothered to do any school work whatsoever. I have a speech to do this Thursday, and I haven't started writing it yet. I hate school speeches SO much, my knees always shake and my voice goes all funny. I'm doing mine on child beauty pagaents, and how sick and disturbing they are. I don't know where to start :/

2. Theres only 5ish weeks till I go to America. I'm so excited, I've always wanted to go to America. The plan is to fly to New Zealand, get off and go into town while we wait for our next plane which flies out from NZ to L.A. When we arrive at L.A we jump on another plane to Las Vegas where we stay for a while before jumping back on ANOTHER plane to L.A again, where we catch a bus to Anaheim. Phew. It's gonna be amazing. I'm so looking forward to the shopping, like, you can get a pair of vans over there for $35. Diiirttt cheap. I think I'm going to vlog most of it, or attempt to, my video skills are pretty poor, but yeah, those videos will be posted on here.

3. I created a Deviant art account, heres my link http://ash-marc.deviantart.com/

4. Song of the week! I kinda gave up on this idea as I thought it sounded really lame. But oh well, this week I have been listening to Tonight Alive's new song 'Breaking & Entering'


Tonight Alive are a great Aussie band, I'm a huge fan. I saw them play live earlier on this year. They are amazing. Check them out, these guys are gonna be huge.
http://www.myspace.com/tonightalive
http://www.tonightaliveofficial.com/

I'm gonna go study now.